Hey, I'm Payson. I'm not doing very well in terms of being a functional human but I'm the architect of my own destruction. If I could by you a present now it would be a fast forward button so you can leap ahead and realise that any troubles you have now define you for the future but they won't be in your future. All will be well. There will be a lot of struggles but its how you deal with them that matters.....but always deal with them.
Ask box is always open.